Kristy lives here!!!!!

Hola! Thanks for stopping by. This site is all about me and whatever is going on in my life at the moment. I imagine that my life will be boring to the average joe but this is kind of intended for my family and friends to know what is going on with me as well as a place for me to just vent and be creative. It really is all about me!

"How great is the love that the Father has lavished on us that we should be called the children of God"

Today I am blessed for the Lord God almighty himself has escorted me to everlasting love and life in him. I am the only child of a young single mother. She was 17 when she had me but I have a loving wonderful christian Grandmother who holds my heart in her hands. I moved and had a lot of unstability as a child my mothers choices seriously affected my life but thankfully had me seeking the kind of love I would come to discover only God can provide. I became a christian at the age of about 11 at a christian summer camp I had the fortune of going to and working at for a few summers. I cannot fail to mention the love and support I had from my aunt and uncle who would bring to church events form the time I was 9 and who later in life proved to be my saving grace. Life with my mother was a battle and untilmatly led to me living with my grandma. Highschool was awful but a lot of frineds from church attended the same school I was baptized in Grade 9 if I remember correctly and didn't really understand at the time what I was doing. I went to Heritage Baptist College where I unsuccessfully hunted for a husband with dreams of being a pastors wife but depression would set in and a life not according to God would take over. I dated got engaged gave up on dreams of reamining pure til marriage. Got dumpped fooled around and sank into a depression that would not allow me to sleep or function as I had b4. Then I met Ryan, pushed the depression aside and got married. We had a house a few dogs and well to this day I love him like a brother. That was the closeness that made me think it would work. But I wanted more, I wanted a love that could never be broken and the was unconditional. I love I never felt from my mother and a love I never knew from a father who I met once and then ended up in in jail in Northern Ireland. I love that I thought ment I was different and I came out of the loveless closet I was in and entered into the often Godless Gay and Lesbian lifestyle. My overwheling need to take care of people led me to a 6 month relationship with a woman so confused and hurt by life that I was sure just loving her would make her better what it did for me though was pull me further away from God then I already was. Lucky for me her unhappiness brought me to a place where I was able to think about the time in life I was happy and seek out God again. Very quickly after we tried to seek out God together I realized that this couldn't be my life and what was I doing???? I left the appartment I had just moved into with her and retreated to my aunt and Uncles house only to be guilted back twice. Finally God grabbed a hold of me determined to not let me go and told me through a video I watched that nothing I could ever do would make him love me any less. Finally I had what I was looking for the love that I had been looking for in all the wrong places. I knew I needed to get out of the situation I was in and start a new life. I had nannied b4 and so I applied for every nanny position I could find that wasn't in Ontario and Here I am in Calgary giving it all to God to lead me where I believe his hand has led me. He is an amazing forgiving God who has led me here to Calgary to the awsome job that I have and to a person who is so on fire for God you can't possibly even begin to think that God isn't real and alive today when you are in his presence. God is good and he loves me and the rest of my life is in his hands I am just the vessel to do his work. I have been given a new lease on life and a fresh start that I know I didn't deserve but he loves me and like any good father who loves his children he is there time and time again when I mess up to wrap his arms around me and tell me that nothing I could ever do would make him love me any less. The blessings of the Lord are many in my life now that I am able to fully trust him and place my whole life in his hands.

Name: Kristy

Age:26

D.O.B. : August 31, 1979

From: Hamilton ON

Currently: Calgary AB

Occupation: Nanny/Hairdresser

#1 Goal in life: To be a mom

Fave Movie: (currently) Rent

Fave Song: (currently) Anything from Rent

Best Memory: Camping in the mud